Grow the love inside yourself by fostering an attitude and self-talk that is forgiving, compassionate and kind. Grow that well of love so big that you can pour it into those around you and onto strangers in need of it
Follow your heart. Whether it's the chase of a lofty dream your heart desires or you simply want to find stability and ride out this short life close to your friends and family. Maybe some shade between. Wherever you fall on that spectrum, make sure your drive to be there is from inside and not to satisfy what you think others will accept or expect of you.
In the meantime, stop complaining. You're in the top 1% of easiest living beings on this planet. Chill out and have some fun along the way.