I have so much love and peace to give this world. Problem is, to share it I have to expose myself to this world's resistance and many sources of confusion and often the wires inside get all crossed. Sometimes by the time it gets delivered, my message has become some unrecognizable it doesn't even reflect my heart and mind anymore. In the past this has caused me to get frustrated and retreat. At times I've retreated so deeply from this world that I've nearly been a hermit. Never a hermit physically, I've always held a job and relationships, but emotionally closed off from life. But I won't retreat anymore. I'm going to share everything I am and everything I have to give with this world and I'll get it wrong as many times as it takes to get it right.